My new blog:

http://pamellalim.multiply.com

Goodbye good ol blogdrive..sayonara...

I'm a very 'photo' person...I love taking photos and NO, absolutely not posing for photos as I'm not a very photogenic person.

I also need to post photos in my blog...It seems so dull & lifeless without photos. Sadly, blogdrive doesn't allow me to post as many photos as I want to. Which is why I'm considering creating another blog..somewhere else, not too sure where yet.

This might be part of my 'moving on & starting fresh' plan which includes:

• Losing weight
• Being more positive
• Keeping in touch with my old, long lost friends
• Being more appreciative
• Spending less, saving more
• Study harder
• Achieve better grades

Anyway, yeah, the point of this entry is: I'm shifting.. this will probably be my second last post here - My last post will be informing you of my new blog address..

My previous post was about how my car got broken into right?
Right

And the window was broken right?
Right

So, there's a big hole there right?
Right

And the thief took everything except my CD player right?

Wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!! So wrong!

The S.O.B came back the next day & took it !!!

Anyway, we finally got the broken window replaced today.

Hopefully this will be the last straw of bad luck... *fingers crossed*

First off, Happy Chinese New Year to all of you.. (chinese or not..) what the heck, we're Malaysians. We celebrate everything!

Hmm.. how was Chinese New Year for me? Simply not the great. My car got broken into...  Happened sometime between 0130 - 1500 on the 1st day of Chinese New Year

• Front passenger side window smashed
• Mum's Nikon camera stolen (from glovebox)
• $$ worth about RM 20...gone..

All that was left (or rather 'strewn' all over my seat and the floor of my car) were shattered glass pieces, my photos, bills, compact powder, lip gloss - basically everything from he glove box. Oh yeah, and a small purse filled with one cent coins (what a kind soul to at least leave that)  The thief was quite happy with my digital camera I suppose, coz he didn't touch my CD player. He sure did empty the ashtray filled with coins though.. BUT placed the ashtray back in its place (see.. i told you.. kind soul)

Sigh. What a way to begin the Lunar Year.

I guess in a way its my fault too for leaving valuables in my car. Lucky my dad was around. I think I would've freaked out and panicked if I came down and saw my car broken into like that. We made a police report and all that jazz.. Then, a detective & photographer came to the 'crime scene'... As the photographer went *click*click*, I felt like we were shooting for CSI..

wrong timing, I know. But damn syok wei...!

**knocks self on head**  "you're suppose to be mourning now!"

No way, I ain't gonna let some idiot ruin my New Year... I'm gonna sit back, SMILE and thank god it wasn't something worse (eg: what if he attacked me instead!?!)

The only sucky thing is I don't have a car to use till end of the week
(unless I drive around with the broken window pretending its a horizontal convertible  hey. That actually sounds like a good idea. Maybe I'll just do that!)

These are just pics of my cousins - they're twins! (i need not mention they're unidentical)

The chubby one in blue is my godbrother... isn't he just adorable !! He isn't too fond of me though, coz I'm always squeezing him  

The one in orange is the younger twin (by 1 minute). He's the 'distinguished gentleman'... only smiles for the camera (poser). Believe it or not, it is DAMN hard to get him to smile or laugh or even blink. He's got a standard expression.

At the airport before my mum left for Japan... They came in their Pyjamas.. hehe

Nothing to do, Nowhere to go?

Feeling bored... and pretty useless?

Sitting at home, like a couch potato?

Or just feel like giving something back to the society?

Don't be a bum. Go sign this petition against cruelty to animals...
They need 10000 signatures...

http://www.catzmedia.com/spca/petitions/index.asp

Still not convinced? Go look at this sites and may you have a good night's sleep knowing you didn't sign the petition :)
Have a nice day!

http://remembersheena.blogspot.com/
http://www.jphpk.gov.my/English/Aug05%2024f.htm
http://www.jphpk.gov.my/English/Jul05%2014.htm

For Your Info:

The SPCA is trying to collect 10000 signatures for this petition to the Prime Minister to raise the 'cruelty to animals' fine from a mere RM 200 to a hefty RM 10,000. Due to the insufficient number of signatures collected during the first phase of this petition, the SPCA is entering a second phase in hope to collect at least 100,000 signatures locally and internationally.

"Let us work together to bring justice to these voiceless animals"

So, please... click here, it won't cost you a thing. Spread the word... the petition (with 10,000 signatures) is to be sent to the PM by September 2006. Don't be Cinderella and wait till the 11th hour. Do it now.

I was with Tasha in Friday's today.. just havin some Long Island Tea & bites...

Suddenly....Augustine just appeared outta nowhere! it was a sweet surprise.. I never expected him to come at all !!!! I almost cried! He even brought a lil gift for me.. Patrick dog!! I always wanted one.

Sigh~ he's just the sweetest. Then I found out that he & Tasha happily planned to surprise me.....Haha.. damn sweet of em.

Love you so much baby... Thank you for today... it was the sweetest !!

I was blog-hopping today and I came across a blog of a girl who had to break up with her boyfriend of 20 months just coz she was leaving for the US to further her studies. Both she & her boyfriend have blogs... and they poured out their feelings there..

After reading both, I couldn't stop my tears from flowing.. I know it sounds stupid but it wasn't just reading the blogs that made me cry. I have the tendency to put myself in people's shoes especially in these kinda situations. I just can't imagine how it would be when I have to leave ... Leave to further my studies, leave home, leave my boyfriend, leave my friends, leave EVERYTHING. I'll only have my suitcases with me. Meaningless suitcase!

It suddenly struck me that I most probably will be leaving early next year. And if 2005 can just fly past us, why wouldn't 2006? I just cannot imagine. Cannot. No. Not happening.

I was thinking about it the whole day and tears occasionally filled my eyes. I've never had a long-distance relationship.. I wouldn't know if I can handle it. If we have to break up, its gonna shatter my heart. If we do stay together, my heart would still ache from missing him. After 2 years together, I just can't drop everything and fly off. I know its easier said than done. God, give me the strength I need! And to think that I cannot come back whenever I want to just pierces my heart even more...

Dear God,
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can, and,
the wisdom to know the difference.

~A chat session from mIRC~
True Story - Not for the weak-hearted.

bloodninja: Baby, I been havin a tough night so treat me nice aight?
BritneySpears14: Aight.
bloodninja: Slip out of those pants baby, yeah.
BritneySpears14: I slip out of my pants, just for you, bloodninja.
bloodninja: Oh yeah, aight. Aight, I put on my robe and wizard hat.
BritneySpears14: Oh, I like to play dress up.
bloodninja: Me too baby.
BritneySpears14: I kiss you softly on your chest.
bloodninja: I cast Lvl. 3 Eroticism. You turn into a real beautiful woman.
BritneySpears14: Hey...
bloodninja: I meditate to regain my mana, before casting Lvl. 8 chicken of the Infinite.
BritneySpears14: Funny I still don't see it.
bloodninja: I spend my mana reserves to cast Mighty F*ck of the Beyondness.
BritneySpears14: You are the worst cyber partner ever. This is ridiculous.
bloodninja: Don't f*ck with me bitch, I'm the mightiest sorcerer of the lands.
bloodninja: I steal yo soul and cast Lightning Lvl. 1,000,000 Your body explodes into a fine bloody mist, because you are only a Lvl. 2 Druid.
BritneySpears14: Don't ever message me again you piece of ****.
bloodninja: Robots are trying to drill my brain but my lightning shield inflicts DOA attack, leaving the robots as flaming piles of metal.
bloodninja: King Arthur congratulates me for destroying Dr. Robotnik's evil army of Robot Socialist Republics. The cold war ends. Reagan steals my accomplishments and makes like it was cause of him.
bloodninja: You still there baby? I think it's getting hard now.
bloodninja: Baby?
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BritneySpears14: Ok, are you ready?
eminemBNJA: Aight, yeah I'm ready.
BritneySpears14: I like your music Em... Tee hee.
eminemBNJA: huh huh, yeah, I make it for the ladies.
BritneySpears14: Mmm, we like it a lot. Let me show you.
BritneySpears14: I take off your pants, slowly, and massage your muscular physique.
eminemBNJA: Oh I like that Baby. I put on my robe and wizard hat.
BritneySpears14: What the f*ck, I told you not to message me again.
eminemBNJA: Oh ****
BritneySpears14: I swear if you do it one more time I'm gonna report your ISP and say you were sending me kiddie porn you f*ck up.
eminemBNJA: Oh ****

Oh. My. God.

Backstreet Boys are coming to Singapore on a bloody TUESDAY !!

TUESDAY!!! 24th of January!!!

Why must they do this to me....?! Why Why Why

My mum agreed to get me the tickets and I was ever-so-ready to go renew my passport.. coz... I happily thought the concert was on the 27th (Friday)

I don't have classes on Fridays!! But I sure do have classes on Tuesdays!!!

I can't believe I'm gonna miss this. I just can't believe it. I'm not exactly a die-hard fan but I was really looking forward to their concert. I was a die-hard fan when I was in primary school or something. The only time I saw them live was during the Force of Nature concert and they were one of the main reasons why I even went for the concert. (besides charity of course ) But still, they performed for like 10 minutes or something. Now, its THEIR concert & I can't go. I'm so disappointed. So So disappointed

I don't care. Even if they come in 10 years time, I'll go for their concert!

..................

But they'll be too old to do their oohahh boy band movessss!!!

Argh. Real spoilers man. Its like when you're so hungry and you see a yummylicious roti banjir (dhall+sambal) in front of you...

but... the dhall is stale!!!

No.

No words to describe.

Upsetting man!

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are